AL-FATIHAH .....

hari ny ,, aku hilang sorang lagi ayah sedara .. belah abah .. emm .. aku decide ,, berenti jap pasal big bang hari ny ... sdekah kann apa yang patut .. ibu asyik call kata sorry ,, tak dapat amik .. aduii ~~ betul .. takk apa .. aku faham .. lagi ibu buad macam tuu ,, lagi aku rasa nakk nangis .. haih :( aku rapat ngan arwah .. dy baek sangat ngan aku ... gila gila baik ... dy kelaka gilaa .. memang rasa lahh dy takk ad .. terpikir gakk ,, macam mana ngan family dia ?? mak ndak ngan adik izzah ?? adik izzah sekolahh lagi . mak ndak tak kerja .. emm .. harap harap dipermudahkan ,, AMINN .. mati tuu takk kira bila kann ?? kalu ALLAH kata sekarang ,, sekarang gakk boleyy .. cukup ke amal ibadat akuu ?? sedia ke aku bila malaikat datang cabut nyawa ??? aku buad benda lagha setiap hari ,, boleyy jamin syurga ?? ASTAGHFIRULLAH .. aku yang hidup ny ,, patut bersyukur sebab still lagi ad peluang untukk berubah .. hmm .. untuk arwah ,, semoga dia ditempatkan di kalangan orang yang beriman .. AMINN ..

yeah !!! BIG BANG IS COMING !! BIG BANG IS BACK !!! THE KINGS ARE BACK !! muahahahaha !! get lost HATERS xD hahahaha .. so excited !! kekekeke .. omo ~~ i miss my oppas soooo muchhh ~~~ <3 after what happened .. aigoo ~~ baruu tengok healing camp .. i cant watch them crying ... im crying too .. omo ~~~ remembered what seungri said ..

man .. big bang ~

... A psychologist says:

“Don’t underestimate those children who chase after Korean celebrities, their hearts are purer than anyone else, they love courageously, they will want to try their best to tackle difficult obstacles, the language and cultural barriers. They symbolize peace,
they don’t discriminate based on race, they befriend people with the same interest from different countries,  they’re more passionate and warm than anyone else. They don’t betray the ones they like easily, they are persistent and don’t give up easily. They are stronger than anyone else on the inside, because when they are loving these Korean stars, they experience the setbacks they’ve never experienced in life. They are all sensitive children, easily touched to tears for a …long time because of one incident. Their memory is very good, they can easily remember the korean lyrics they don’t understand, and their coordination skills are also very strong. Most of them are cheerful children, not the kind who keep to themselves. Their will of determination is also very strong, they are able to persevere all the way just to buy something related to the celebrity they like. In short, the way these children think is vastly different from others, and their thoughts are not easy to understand. Generally, only those who have similar interests are able to enter their world.”

definitely true ! we are like this .. we ,, VIP are like this .. kat fb ,, kalau ad VIP je yang add ,, mesti trus app ..kalau orang lain tuu ,, 2 -3 kali dulu pikir .. hehehe .. tapi ,, siyes .. kalau nakk cakap fans yang paling kuat ,, yang paling tabah ,,
VIP.. ktorang dahh kenaa macam macam .. orang kutuk big bang ,, orang kutuk ktorang .. tapi ktorang rilek je .. marah ?? of course ..
tapi tahh .. malas layan .. n dahh sebati dalam diri ktorang .. tabah je .. haha .. yup .. life is not easy .. but it depends on us to make it easier or to make it hard kann ?? kadang kadang im use this VIP spirit to overcome all the difficulties .. but still ,,
all i need is al-quran and hadis right ?? yeahh .. im down ,, but i still hve the one and only >> ALLAH SWT .. i hve al-quran and hadis
where i can refer to .. and plus .. i hve the VIP spirit :D so ,, even if i down ,, i can overcome it .. im stronger than anyone else ..i can do it .. yeahh !! fighting !! ~~ <3

and they lived hapilly ever after ^^

siapa yang takk nakk macam tuu .. fine .. tuu ayat fairy tale .. tapi siyes i'm happy everytime i hear it . yeahh .. im still a girl .. ( i dont like to use the word woman ,, myb nampakk tua kutt ?? hahaha :D ) but siyesly .. i need someone who i want to love with all my heart .. ramai member laki aku cakap ,,  "kau still budakk budakk " "aku rasa macam melindungi sorang adik""kau bukann pompuan punn" aku gelakk je lahh .. tapi kalau sampai skunk orang cakap macam u . risau gak aku .. macam mana kalau semua laki ingat  aku macam tuu . alamat  takk kawen lahh aku sampai bila bila .. hahaha xD .. ye lahh .. sapa nakk kawen ngan adik sendiri enn ??  tapi .. aku teringin gakk nakk jadi macam fairy tale .. memang orang cakap macam takk logic .. lived happily ever after .. tapi  tapi even kau ad prob ,, kau still ad orang tempat kau bergantung ,, still ad orang sayang kau sepenuhh hati .. takk rasa happy ke ?? kalau aku ,, aku dahh cukup bersyukur macam tuu .. bukann nakk apa apa .. okayy still dwet kena ad lahh.. agree ~~ money cant bring happiness .. but dwet tuu satu keperluan .. takk ad dwet takk happy gakk .. hoho:D okayy balik pda tadi ..  aku bukan nakk rumahh banglo 5 tingkat ,, nakk orang gaji 10 orang ,, tiap bulan g holiday oversea ,, okayy dahh kalau orang tuu sayang aku sangat sangat .. yup .. nakk sayang orang sebenarnya susah .. juz aku harap,, bila nanti dahh ad orang yang sayang aku gila gila ,, dy takk akan penat sayang aku sampai bila bila .. aminn :)

hApP!nEsS ???

幸福 (xingfu) ?? 행복 (haengbok) ?? happiness ?? can someone like me talk about happiness ?? i ruined my very best-best-best-friend happiness .. is it okayy for me to be happy ?? i dunno what to say to him .. i was angry .. hes the one who make this damn thing happened .. but why im the one who take all the blame ?? that was what poppin in my mind .. but .. yesterday i realized .. what kind of friend am i ?? i know how much that girl mean to him .. they went trough so much .. and i was the one who make thing get worse .. ohhh .. DAMN ME !!! sayang kau sangat sangat .. kau tahuu takk ??? tapi takk tahu member jenis ape aku ny .. rosakk kann hidup member sendiri .. 어떻게 ?? if thing getting worse .. 怎么办 ??? can i have my own 幸福,,행복???