i know ,, i shouldnt be like this .. deadly fall in love with them ..i really know the fact that i cant have them ,, but i want someone just like them .. my expectations about boys are really high .. yeah .. even if i meet someone just like them ,, i know he wouldnt choose me .. but ,, seriously ,, i want a guy just like them .. i fall in love with them not becuz of  their looks ( they are not really good looking ,, compared to others) . not because they are rich (i already love them before i knew that they are extremely rich) ,, but i love to see someone who works extremely hard to achieve his dream .. because someone like that ,, is really sincere .. and i can see that in them .. they are very passionate .. they are just like some boys ,, some little boys ,, who always try their best to make sure their dreams come true .. they make something impossible , possible . they really love their fans .. we can feel it .. yes .. they are childish .. very childish ... but they are the children who work hard to achieve their dreams ,, and they know ,, who always stay behind them ,, support them ,, give spirit to them ,, in this long journey .. they fall ,, but they have a lot of hands to help to rise them back .. those hands know ,, they didnt do something useful .. because they know ,, in the boys dream ,, it has them .. it is not just repaying all the good deeds that the fans give to the them .. it is more to appreciate the dreams .. make sure the dream will not disappear .. left them in a complete lost ..they love their fans ,, because they are apart of their dreams ..they love the dream ,, because that what they lived for .. they know the fans will not leave them ,, because they will not leave their fans either .. they sincere with their fans .. they maybe not always saying that 3 magical words ..but ,, when they saying it ,, we know it is real .. thats what magical words are , right ?? they dont say it often ,, cause those words will not become magical anymore .. thats why i want this type of guy .. he passion toward his dream .. he is the most sincere one .. in his dream ,, it has me .. he make sure that he will not let me go .. he love me with all his heart .. never leave me .. its okayy if he childish .. because children is the most sincere:) hehehe ,, okayy thats all from todayy .. wahh .. i never write this long~~ keke ^^ salam:)